Monthly Archives: April 2010

Moments: the Tearing of Breath

Six lanes of highway and two kids in the car.  A fat river of cars pushed her along smooth and fast.  They were traveling through Atlanta, the Sun hot overhead, glinting off the cars.

The motorcyclist came so quick and close to her car she nearly swerved, but then he was gone.  If her window had been down she could have reached out and touched him ever so gently as he raced past, her hand praying, her fingers spread.   She watched him weave through the current of cars ahead, her heart in her throat.

And then there was another, and another, and another.  A whole troupe of motorcycles, roaring past, dodging bumpers and racing down the highway.  She watched them come up in her rear view mirror, then disappear into the cars ahead, leaning and swerving this way and that.

Her sons reacted with excitement, but she could barely catch her breath.  “They are dancing with death,” she told her boys, and she felt that, she felt the dark shadow that chased them, hot on their heels, felt it reach out and grab at her, tearing her breath from her body for one hot and terrible second.

Spring Wildflowers by the River

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Renee found this trout lily for me, and surrounded it with sticks and precious rocks she found in the river so that I could take this picture.
And finding the first Bluets of Spring always thrills me!  Such small and delightful flowers, always blooming in happy bunches.

Ramping up the Joy

When I started homeschooling McKinley and Renee, my idea was that we would spend a lot of time following our bliss.  I also knew enough from my experience with homeschooling my three older kids that the vision and the reality would not often meet.

But that is changing.   There are a lot of reasons for this, or maybe not.  Jay and I are getting up every morning and listening to something inspirational, usually something to do with the law of attraction.  We had a practice of this some years ago and the happiness we sowed was reaped almost daily.  So there’s that.  Also I have been exercising on my mini-trampoline on a daily basis, which seems to have a very beneficial effect on my whole being.  I’m calm, more organized, and have more get-up-and-go energy.   And flaxseeds are awesome, I eat them everyday!

So there are all these little changes, simple, beautiful things, that have also brought about a richer life experience for all of us.  Today would be the perfect example of this.  We read together in the morning (The Invention of Hugo Cabret), had a great breakfast, and then played with our new compass set, making designs and coloring them in with the brilliant color of Berol Prismacolor pencils.

Later in the afternoon we went down to the river, where I found this serendipitous clump of daffodils blooming.  They were happy to be photographed.  Renee meandered about, chatting me up with her delightful observations.

Daffodil SurpriseDaffodil Surprise

Then we rediscovered our patch of ramps, as we do every Spring. and dug some up for dinner!  Ramps, or Allium tricoccum, are a wild member of the onion family, with a strong garlic onion flavor.  They appear in early Spring and are an Appalachian favorite.  We also discovered that the mint was sprouting and collected some tops of mint as well for our first cup of fresh mint tea this year.

Our Patch of Ramps
Our Patch of Ramps

Then McKinley had his own ramp to show off!  I love the look of determined exhilaration of his face. He made sure I got this photo, arguing with me a bit about whether the flash should be on or off, and what settings I should have on the camera.

Ramp it UpRamp it Up

And here is our ramp-corn-cheddar quiche, along with some of our drawings from the morning, and a quart of delicious mint tea.  The banana cookies are not shown, but I can assure you they were delicious.  And my house is still clean.

The Fruits of the Day, Including OrangesThe Fruits of the Day

Domestic Wednesday

We had a big spring-cleaning weekend, culminating in an Easter dinner with family and friends. I just love when my house is clean. Today there hasn’t been a lot going on, and so I did a good bit of Etsy shopping and another good bit of house-tending and kitchen craft.

We’ve started eating smoothies every morning. I was wanting to find an easy way to eat flaxseeds, and after a little experimentation I found that just grinding them up in the trusty coffee grinder and throwing them in the blender with some yogurt, frozen raspberries, and agave syrup for sweetening was just about perfect. I might throw in a banana, or some blueberries, but that’s the gist of it. And it makes a great breakfast! The flaxseeds are just superb for your health, packed with Omega-3’s and lignans (lots and lots of lignans)  that promote estrogen balance.  That estrogen balance is what I was seeking, for uterine fibroids, and so far the effect has been marvelous, darling, just marvelous.

All that smoothie making makes for a lot of yogurt!  So I started buying the milk at the store and making yogurt at home.  It is so incredibly easy, and so much cheaper!  And in the end you have these lovely jars of yogurt just waiting for you.

Jars of Yogurt and FlaxseedJars of Yogurt and Flaxseed

Here’s the basic recipe for making yogurt:

  1. Fill a large pot with hot water and put in  your jars, a big spoon, and a whisk.  Bring that to a boil, so your yogurt jars and preparation utensils are nice and sanitary.  You can use any jar for making the yogurt, but half-pint, pint and quart jars make it easy to know how much milk to use.  The milk will convert tit for tat to yogurt–you won’t have any by-product.
  2. Measure out your milk, and put it in a pot over a high setting.  Stir it now and then.  You’re going to want to bring your milk just to a boil, when it starts to rise up and foam, and then take it off the heat straight away.  This is the hardest part of making yogurt–waiting for your milk to boil.  The purpose of boiling the milk, by the way, is to kill off any other bacteria so that only your friendly probiotic bacteria will grow.
  3. Let the milk cool in the pot until it’s lukewarm, or about body temperature.  If it feels hot to you, it’s still too hot.  When it’s warm, take about two tablespoons of yogurt for every four cups of milk, and whisk this starter yogurt into the milk with your happy, sanitary whisk.  I do not measure my starter yogurt–I just put in a dollop and stir–and I think the stirring may be more important than how much yogurt you actually use, because you want the bacteria to be well-spread throughout the milk.
  4. Pour the milk mixture into your sterilized jars, which should be warm enough to handle by now.  If not, just set them out and let them cool until you can handle them easily.  I used to ladle the milk into the jars, but now I just pour it straight from the pot into wide-mouth jars.  Much easier.  Put on the lids.
  5. Now you need to put your jars someplace warmish.  In the winter I put them in the warming closet of my woodstove, and in the Summer I put them on top of my hot water tank, because in Summer the utility room gets really warm from our solar water heating system, which is housed there (and on our roof).  If you can’t think of a warm, cozy place for your yogurt, just fill up a hot water bottle with hot water and snuggle it up to them, then put them in a “cooler”  or some other small, insulated spot.  I always wrap mine up in a few layers of towels.
  6. Leave the jars for six to eight hours (though I’ve done less, and more), refreshing the hot water bottle a few times if you’re using that method to keep them warm.  Sample it at six hours, checking for firmness.  It doesn’t have to get firm, but the longer you leave it the firmer it will get.
  7. Admire you handiwork!

I’ve heard that this will work with any kind of milk:  rice, almond, soy, and I think it would be a fun experiment to see how these would turn out.  But for now, I need to get downstairs to my kitchen corner and make some pizza!

pizza dough on the risePizza dough on the rise

Speaking of kitchen, here’s the view of my domestic corner of creativity. I’m excited that we will soon be getting tile in the kitchen, and then new cabinets! But even now it’s beautiful, thanks to all that spring-cleaning, and maybe, if I keep Wednesdays a day for domestic craft, just maybe it will stay that way.  It’s a possibility!

Domestic Corner of Creativity

The ADD Gardener

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Last week I made my first Spring foray into the garden.  It was a bit intimidating.  Spring weeds sprout quick, and grass is always my main adversary along the edges of my garden.  Besides this, as usual I didn’t do a thorough clean-up of the garden this past Autumn, so there was a lot of [...]